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for Sir, with much Love & Respect

erotic

this is how we are together…..

infinity

Celtic knot symbols, whether simple or intricate, have no beginning or end. They symbolize physical and spiritual cycles of birth and rebirth.

this makes me think…….

TATTOO IDEAS: These are some others I have been looking at that make sense for showing Sir my undying love for Him.  My eternal love for Him.

It would flow for me to have a celtic infinity knot as I am Irish, too.  But the one I seem to keep coming back to is what I was told is another symbol for BDSM pledging my/our love.  I have heard that this symbol, like the  BDSM symbol with 3 loops and 3 holes, means safe, consensual & sane and endless love for your sub/owner.

 

We continue to have those moments when He thinks or questions my actions.  The past was/is not far behind us.  It seems to creep in every now & then, but I think it is lessening.  Still hurts to talk about it & see how much pain I put Hubby through.

But if I could show Him with a tattoo, that He will see every time He looks at me in that way.  Well, what I mean I want to place the tattoo in a place that he will only see, but that requires someone other then Him to place it there.  So maybe I can find a person that He would trust, maybe a woman instead of a man.

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SO I woke this morning from a dream, or maybe you can call it a nightmare.  To be blunt it was a murder.

Let’s start from the beginning… I received a call from Chucky asking if someone was at our house.  I acknowledged & he sounded casual, so I told him to come to the back door & let himself in.  (I would NEVER tell Chucky this, he is not stable & I don’t trust him, not one bit)  So he came over, let himself in and…

I don’t know where I disappeared to, but when I returned I saw the someone who Chucky was asking about lying in the living room face down on the floor & blood coming from his head.  I was stunned, I can’t believe that someone is dead in my house.  Wait who was that?

He ran out the back door & to a back patio area.  We tried to talk to him & he kept pacing back & forth.  He threatened me with the gun in my face, which riled hubby even more.  I told Hubby to get him, kill him.  He tried to grab him & then he turned into a brown fuzzy gerbil with an orange bow tie.  So I yelled for Hubby to get it, KILL IT.  We both ran after it, but it got away.

I was back inside to call the police.  There was a huge smoothie/daiquiri maker in our kitchen.  There was a maid/server making drinks with it while I was trying to talk to the police.  It was very noisy, but I continued without asking her to stop making drinks.  Then the phone beeped, like I had another call coming in, for some reason I asked the police to hold on & they were polite about it.  I clicked over & it was my mom (which if you remember I have not talked to her in over 2 years) and she wanted to tell me something.  I told I cold not talk, she insisted, but I said NO I would call her back later. Her response was a very snotty “fine”.  I clicked back to tell the police there was a murder in my house & I did not do it.

Then I woke up… dazed & confused… felt weird… reaching for Hubby… I held him… then he rolled over to hold me & ask what was wrong… I told him a little bit but he was still sleeping… So I told him after breakfast… and he reassured me, like he ALWAYS does, like the Master he is becoming, it was just a dream…

YES, just a dream, but I never witnessed a murder… OK, I know it was in my dreams, but still weird… and just a dream…

Suit

I really want one of these suits.  Looks so snug, tight, restraining….. but I think I would need a custom made suit.  Boobs small & a lil hippy…. Sir tells me that I can have one so I got nylon one, just not the same…. need to find a place.  Any suggestions??
~alice

Books for the New Kinkster

These are great books & have helped us also…. still need to get SM101!

Bedroom Bondage

With a deluge of digital information, some of us have forgotten about one of the most rewarding ways to educate ourselves on BDSM. Reading a book on the subject can truly transform your outlook on kink, and give you the ‘in your hand’ information and confidence to really get things started. Some books are better than others, so I compiled a list of the ones that will give you the best value for your money, and best ideas to move forward.

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Hubby is real good at thinking outside of the box.  Lowe’s Home Improvement and Home Depot are His best friends for finding unique SM toys.

discontent

Even though our D/s relationship is only in the bedroom when I disappoint hubby outside of that dynamic I feel an overwhelming sense of disappointment.  Before our change I would feel bad but not like this.  This is consuming my every thought and so obviously I can not stop thinking about it.

It really is a simple thing that He has asked of me. I have now crossed Him twice.  It is something that I can easily not do and can wait until a later time.  This time I was just so excited that I wanted everyone to know, including hubby.  He is my world, but at the moment He is overawed with His own job.  So it was not fair of me because He enjoys reading all my posts to my blog and when I post so early in the morning it throws His day off.  He wants to be able to enjoy it or pick it apart to make sure He understands what I am writing.

He has been pretty upset with me with yesterday’s issue.  So much so that I did not hear from Him all day long and when I did, He sounded pissed off.  Then I saw Him last night and we bickered again.  I do not know how to fix this.  I do not know what to say.   I guess I need to give Him some time, then hopefully we can talk about it.

I’m not sure if I do this to be sassy, or defy him?   Not sure if I’m looking for a punishment?  I think I am more like a child then I want to admit.  I need, crave His attention.  I really think I have always been this way with Him but now it is more evident due to how our relationship has changed.

I need to shine for Him, be there for Him, support Him, care for Him, LOVE Him or whatever He needs from me.  I need to be at His feet all the times, literally and figuratively, even though we are only bedroom D/s it still rolls into our lives to some extent.  Even if it is just as His wife.

I love Him with all my heart and always have, always will.  He is my everything.

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Bound

I would love to try this but not sure if hubby would be willing to restrain me like this and leave me.  I can imagine how wet I would get, how turned on I am from this picture.  I have this obsession with being restrained, bound, left helpless.  I get so excited just thinking about this… how can we get to this step of our relationship?
Any advice would be appreciated. 🙂
~alice